now? Well now im left with nothing. I miss you so fucking much. All the cute shit. I wish we went to the same school an you didnt talk to any of the boys that you talk to. I wish you could only have the cute personality that i fell in love with! Not the lass shit. I love you so much. I always have i always will. You were my first love and you will remain in my heart forever. You will always have a spot in me. Fucked up shit happend with us and i will always be proud of you i wis you all the best! I have nothing left of you. It all went to waste cos our love was nothing but real! I hope you read this and call me and say everything is going to be alright. And we organise to see eachother an we give it another go and we can pull it off an we spend the rest o our lives together. I love you. We can pull everything off. I hope you can forgive me. Cause i forgive you! I love you isabella